RAIN

Rain
The tears of a disappointed soul
The clouds try to hide
The shattered life
The cries fall on us
Pelting us with cold drops
A loss may be another gain
For flowers bloom from this pain
They grow from a spud to a full
Plant with life and beauty
But beauty is only skin deep and
Can be washed away

The petals fall from the stem
And wash
Away
To the shore
Love is like this
First strong and young
Then old and dying
Nothing pretty lasts
Forever

Or maybe I am wrong
When the flowers fall
They unleash their gift
The beauty spreads
Sacrifice
To give up a life to
Create more
Perspective is the key
There is no evil
But perspective

The only evil is
The unknown
The dark
Where you can’t see
Without light
The hope shines
Brightest in a
Dark room


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What ever

My mom’s side of the family sucks! My aunt Nancy is a bitch. Guess what she did for the last three days.
Wed: she leaves two messages to my mother and father
For mom: you wanted to be an only child you got it. You stole my
parents from me. I would call you a SOB (but words) but that would
make my lonely mother look bad. The three of us (Nancy, Bonnie, and
Terry) will sue you for all you have because of elderly abuse.

The problem with this is that for the last 8 years my mom has taken full responsibility for my grandparents. She has abandoned this family in order to tend to my grandparents needs. I’m not mad at my mom about this. She did what she had to do. We as children are supposed to help our parents when they need us. They (my aunts) left.
For Dad: you are not welcomed to my mother’s home.
My dad was so hurt by this. He said “I thought your parents liked me. I thought they loved me and I was accepted. But I was wrong.” My dad never speaks that deeply. NEVER.

Today my mom got a letter from Nancy wishing her to die, my dad to go to hell and for me and my sister to be hors. Let me tell you this. Nancy ran away from her family at 18. Her daughter got pregnant at sixteen. The guy who got her pregnant was put on a restraining order, and guess what. Now they are married and just had their second child. I am so mad. How dare she take out anger on my dad. He never did anything wrong. He stood beside my mom through thick and thin. He has spackled and painted my grandparents house when he should be fixing up our home! He would do anything for my mom and takes what her sisters’ dish him. He has never EVER done anything bad to my aunts even when they wee asking for it.

Okay I need to cool down or my brain will pop. So… today during lunch I signed up for bus seats and chaperone groups. I’m stuck with S.R. I don’t what Strawberry nicknamed her but I say her name with be bug. A stupid thing that buzzes around you even if you keep swatting it away. I’m stuck with bug. BUG! I HATE IT!!! I accidentally got signed up to be in Ani’s group and A.Z’s group. (girl). I think I will go with Ani. Not that I don’t like Pepsi (A.Z.) but she will be on every ride and I can’t take rides.

Pasta-and-bagels!


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Self-Pity

Here I am. Stuck the school media section because I didn’t want to attend the Darfur assembly. Which is fine with me because I’m making a card cover and blogging at the same time! The card is a good-bye card to my student teacher who is leaving tomorrow. I’m really paranoid because I’m afraid my teacher will come and holler at me if she sees what I’m doing. IF. If is a very powerful word, it can change everything.
In humanities Strawberry was having a personal conversation with um.. What should I call her? How about Ivy? Strawberry was having a personal conversation with Ivy. I think it was about her not wanting everyone to be in her business which I totally agree on. People, this is her life NOT yours, so just stay out. Let her have her own opinions, if its not physically hurting someone or making them dramatically depressed then there should be no reason for you to but in. back to Strawberry. Well they were talking and I think everyone was curious and listen to their conversation. Guys listen. It’s not a private if you talking at the front of the class. The only thing that I heard was when Strawberry said “well you’re not fat.” That is probably one of my pet peeves with Ivy she complains way too much about her body. “I’m fat, I’m ugly, I hate my hair.” She is addicted to the outside beauty and lacking on inside beauty. Ivy, you are not fat. You have bigger bones. Big bones= more weight. No matter how much you starve yourself you will never have a supermodel’s body so get over it. You are not ugly either, if anyone is ugly it’s Fox. Yes it’s mean, but it’s honest. Finally, your hair is frizzy. But it’s naturally frizzy. If you keep straitening your hair you will damage the roots and your hair will start falling out. Do you want that? Make-up does not make the person either. I don’t wear makeup and look how far I am. I have friends that love me, not pity me. So stop wallowing in self-pity and move on. Sulking gates you nowhere. Honestly, I think you do this for attention, and you’re getting it. Are you happy now?


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